I was melting in Sid's arms as he kissed me so sweetly. He took his time, which made me yearn for more. His tongue gently parted my lips, seeking enterance. His hands moving from my waist and slyly coming up under my shirt to move around my bare back. I smile into his mouth and gently pull away giving him the chance to move his kisses down my neck.
"I thought you were hungry," I laughed softly.
"I am. But I didn't say what I was hungry for,"his says looking up at me with a devilish grin. I giggle as he lifts my shirt over my head revealing my white sports bra. He kisses my collar bone, his hands exploring my back.
"You have always had the most sexy lingerie," Sid chuckled against my throat.
"Thanks," I manage to breath out. Sid's mouth against my skin, slowly causes me to lose all train of thought.
His hands swiftly strip me of my sports bra. His kisses move down my chest, his thumbs teasing my nipples before he clamps his hot mouth on one.
"Sidney," I gasp as he sucks it between his teeth. I groan and arch my back, wanting him inside of me. I lace my fingers in his hair as he works his magic, slowly driving me insane. I move my hands to his belt buckle, but he brushes them away.
"Oh, no, not yet. You drove me insane the other day, now it's your turn," he replies gruffly, before moving up to take my mouth again.
"I thought you were hungry," I laughed softly.
"I am. But I didn't say what I was hungry for,"his says looking up at me with a devilish grin. I giggle as he lifts my shirt over my head revealing my white sports bra. He kisses my collar bone, his hands exploring my back.
"You have always had the most sexy lingerie," Sid chuckled against my throat.
"Thanks," I manage to breath out. Sid's mouth against my skin, slowly causes me to lose all train of thought.
His hands swiftly strip me of my sports bra. His kisses move down my chest, his thumbs teasing my nipples before he clamps his hot mouth on one.
"Sidney," I gasp as he sucks it between his teeth. I groan and arch my back, wanting him inside of me. I lace my fingers in his hair as he works his magic, slowly driving me insane. I move my hands to his belt buckle, but he brushes them away.
"Oh, no, not yet. You drove me insane the other day, now it's your turn," he replies gruffly, before moving up to take my mouth again.
His hands moved to unbuckle my belt and unbutton my jeans, sending them to the floor. His hands moved up my thighs (my bruise was mostly gone) and to my hips. His hot, demanding mouth found mine again and our tongues tangled wildly.He put his hands on my hips and slowly started to slide what little clothing I was still wearing to the floor. But before he got very far, there was a knock on the door. We both stilled, hoping we were hearing things, but a few moments later there was another knock. I hurriedly reached down and picked up my jeans off the floor.
"Just let it go. Who ever it is, will think you're not home, " Sid said coming for me again.
"I can't, the dogs are outside remember," I hissed back, "Where the hell is my sports bra?"
"On the counter," Sidney grinned a full of himself grin.
I quickly slipped it on and went to answer the door as the person knocked for the forth time. I opened the door to find Jordan on the other side, looking as though someone had ripped his heart out. His blue eyes filled with tears and his head hung low. Hawkeye stood next to him trying to get Jordan to pet him.
"Jordan what's wrong?" I asked.
"Anya kicked me out," he said in a struggled breath.
I thought back to his girlfriend, Anya. I really liked her and thought Jordan had really picked well. She was shorter like me and had a soccer players body. She had wavy light brown hair and gorgeous green eyes, I couldn't have picked anyone more right for Jordan. She and I talked sometimes, mostly because we could connect with each other more then the other wives and girlfriends. We were planning on a shopping trip this weekend to get to know each other better. I couldn't believe that sweet girl would kick him out, she seemed different then all the others.
"Oh, Jordan come here,"I sighed holding out my arms.
He stepped inside and wrapped me in a hug.
"I tried to go to Sid's but nobody was home, so I figured I would just come here," he sighed.
"Sidney's over here, we were just about to eat dinner," I sighed stoking his hair trying to comfort him. I spotted Sid over Jordan's shoulder, he was looking very confused.
"Come on Jordan, we'll go over to the couch."
He nodded against my shoulder, before breaking out of my hug and going to sit on the couch. I stuck my head outside and whistled calling the dogs inside. Sidney came over while I waited for the dogs to come in.
"What's with Staalzy?" he asked in a whisper.
"He said Anya kicked him out, but that's all I got out of him at the moment."
He nodded and walked over to the couch.
"What's up Staalzy?" I heard him ask, as I waited for Koda to come in. I stepped out on the porch, the coldness hitting my body like a punch. 'I should probably put a shirt on,' I thought.
"Koda, lets go!" I called out into the darkness. Soon enough, Koda came lumbering up the porch steps and into the house with Bran fallowing close behind.I went back into the living room to see what Jordan had to say. I sit down next to him on the couch and rub his broad back, like you would trying to comfort a little kid.
"What happened," I ask quietly. Both Sid, who is sitting in the chair across from us, and I wait patiently for Jordan's answer. He take a shaky breath in and begins his story.
"I went home tonight after having a blast here and Anya was sitting at the kitchen room table waiting for me. She had her hands on her head and she looked really stressed out. She looked at me and said "I have to tell you something." She told me she had been a little late and she has been getting kinda sick in the morning. Any way, she took a pregnancy test and it turned out positive."
"Congrats man,"Sid said grinning ear to ear. I shook my head in response giving him a glare, which immediately made him shut up.
"Then what happened Jordan, why did she kick you out?" I asked gently.
"I... I don't know, I was just completely shocked. I mean we were always so careful and everything. I don't think I can handle being a dad. Not now, I'm only 23, I'm not cut out to be a father. Not now, and Anya and I haven't been together that long. I'm just so confused."
"Jordan, you need to tell me why Anya kicked you out of the house before I can help you," I reply softly but firmly.
"Well, I told her that I didn't think I could handle this right now, and she just kinda lost it. She went on saying that she had just started her career and that the timing for a baby was horrible, but that she couldn't do anything about it. I told her, that maybe it wasn't mine, ya know, cause who's to really know..."
"Jordan Staal!! Anya would never cheat on you, how could you even think such a thing," I cry out in surprise. "Oh my God, I'm sorry. Didn't mean to turn into my mother there, go on," I say shaking my head. Good Lord, I was just like her sometimes.
"Well, she said that if I didn't want to be there then she wanted me out of the house. God, you should have seen her, those beautiful green eyes were filled to the brim with tears. It ripped my heart out seeing her that way. But before I could say anything she threw me out. I'm so confused, I don't know what to do," He cries taking his gorgeous head in his hands.
This is were all those psychology classes kicked in, I think.
"You want to know what I think," I ask him quietly. I look over at Sid who was waiting for me to answer.
"That I'm a horrible person and that I should just go rot in hell for what I've done,"he sobs.
"Jordan. Come on Jordan look at me," I plead with him. His big watery blue eyes look up at me, and I wince at the pain I see in them.
"You are one of the best guys I know. You're sweet, kind, and you always know how to make me laugh."
"You're and awesome friend, you're always there when you're needed," Sid adds.
"You're fun to be around and everyone likes you,"I nod in agreement.
"Not Anya," he replies bitterly.
"Jordan, whether you want to believe it right now or not, Anya cares for you more than you think. She cares for you enough to tell you that she's pregnant with your baby instead of running off. She wants to have your baby and she want you to be there too."
"But I can't be a father, I don't know the first thing about having kids!" he says throwing his hands up in frustration.
"No one knows what there doing there first time around. Whether you're prepared for it or not, Anya is having your baby. You are going to be a father and I'm sure that Anya doesn't know what she's doing either."
"But... I..."
"Listen to me, you are going to make an awesome father. And you have a whole hockey team to support you, some of whom have kids of their own. "
"Yeah, we've all seen how you are with kids, they all love you. And you're kids are going to love you even more," Sidney chimes in,"Just imagine, coming home after a long trip on the road to be greeted by a little kid, who thinks you are the best guy in the world, no matter how badly you play."
"You're right. God, what have I done, I need to talk to Anya," he says getting up from the couch.
"Yeah, go do that. If you need anything we'll be here," Sid grins.
"Both of you?" Jordan grins mischievously causing me to turn a shade of red similar to the shade of Sid's face. "Oh, and Caitlin, that's a nice shirt you're wearing," he grins again motioning to my sports bra and lack of shirt.
He heads to the door and opens it to step out.
"Oh, and Jordan!" I call after him.
"Yeah," he asks turning around.
"Congratulations!" I smile.
"Thanks. For everything," he grins.
"Just let it go. Who ever it is, will think you're not home, " Sid said coming for me again.
"I can't, the dogs are outside remember," I hissed back, "Where the hell is my sports bra?"
"On the counter," Sidney grinned a full of himself grin.
I quickly slipped it on and went to answer the door as the person knocked for the forth time. I opened the door to find Jordan on the other side, looking as though someone had ripped his heart out. His blue eyes filled with tears and his head hung low. Hawkeye stood next to him trying to get Jordan to pet him.
"Jordan what's wrong?" I asked.
"Anya kicked me out," he said in a struggled breath.
I thought back to his girlfriend, Anya. I really liked her and thought Jordan had really picked well. She was shorter like me and had a soccer players body. She had wavy light brown hair and gorgeous green eyes, I couldn't have picked anyone more right for Jordan. She and I talked sometimes, mostly because we could connect with each other more then the other wives and girlfriends. We were planning on a shopping trip this weekend to get to know each other better. I couldn't believe that sweet girl would kick him out, she seemed different then all the others.
"Oh, Jordan come here,"I sighed holding out my arms.
He stepped inside and wrapped me in a hug.
"I tried to go to Sid's but nobody was home, so I figured I would just come here," he sighed.
"Sidney's over here, we were just about to eat dinner," I sighed stoking his hair trying to comfort him. I spotted Sid over Jordan's shoulder, he was looking very confused.
"Come on Jordan, we'll go over to the couch."
He nodded against my shoulder, before breaking out of my hug and going to sit on the couch. I stuck my head outside and whistled calling the dogs inside. Sidney came over while I waited for the dogs to come in.
"What's with Staalzy?" he asked in a whisper.
"He said Anya kicked him out, but that's all I got out of him at the moment."
He nodded and walked over to the couch.
"What's up Staalzy?" I heard him ask, as I waited for Koda to come in. I stepped out on the porch, the coldness hitting my body like a punch. 'I should probably put a shirt on,' I thought.
"Koda, lets go!" I called out into the darkness. Soon enough, Koda came lumbering up the porch steps and into the house with Bran fallowing close behind.I went back into the living room to see what Jordan had to say. I sit down next to him on the couch and rub his broad back, like you would trying to comfort a little kid.
"What happened," I ask quietly. Both Sid, who is sitting in the chair across from us, and I wait patiently for Jordan's answer. He take a shaky breath in and begins his story.
"I went home tonight after having a blast here and Anya was sitting at the kitchen room table waiting for me. She had her hands on her head and she looked really stressed out. She looked at me and said "I have to tell you something." She told me she had been a little late and she has been getting kinda sick in the morning. Any way, she took a pregnancy test and it turned out positive."
"Congrats man,"Sid said grinning ear to ear. I shook my head in response giving him a glare, which immediately made him shut up.
"Then what happened Jordan, why did she kick you out?" I asked gently.
"I... I don't know, I was just completely shocked. I mean we were always so careful and everything. I don't think I can handle being a dad. Not now, I'm only 23, I'm not cut out to be a father. Not now, and Anya and I haven't been together that long. I'm just so confused."
"Jordan, you need to tell me why Anya kicked you out of the house before I can help you," I reply softly but firmly.
"Well, I told her that I didn't think I could handle this right now, and she just kinda lost it. She went on saying that she had just started her career and that the timing for a baby was horrible, but that she couldn't do anything about it. I told her, that maybe it wasn't mine, ya know, cause who's to really know..."
"Jordan Staal!! Anya would never cheat on you, how could you even think such a thing," I cry out in surprise. "Oh my God, I'm sorry. Didn't mean to turn into my mother there, go on," I say shaking my head. Good Lord, I was just like her sometimes.
"Well, she said that if I didn't want to be there then she wanted me out of the house. God, you should have seen her, those beautiful green eyes were filled to the brim with tears. It ripped my heart out seeing her that way. But before I could say anything she threw me out. I'm so confused, I don't know what to do," He cries taking his gorgeous head in his hands.
This is were all those psychology classes kicked in, I think.
"You want to know what I think," I ask him quietly. I look over at Sid who was waiting for me to answer.
"That I'm a horrible person and that I should just go rot in hell for what I've done,"he sobs.
"Jordan. Come on Jordan look at me," I plead with him. His big watery blue eyes look up at me, and I wince at the pain I see in them.
"You are one of the best guys I know. You're sweet, kind, and you always know how to make me laugh."
"You're and awesome friend, you're always there when you're needed," Sid adds.
"You're fun to be around and everyone likes you,"I nod in agreement.
"Not Anya," he replies bitterly.
"Jordan, whether you want to believe it right now or not, Anya cares for you more than you think. She cares for you enough to tell you that she's pregnant with your baby instead of running off. She wants to have your baby and she want you to be there too."
"But I can't be a father, I don't know the first thing about having kids!" he says throwing his hands up in frustration.
"No one knows what there doing there first time around. Whether you're prepared for it or not, Anya is having your baby. You are going to be a father and I'm sure that Anya doesn't know what she's doing either."
"But... I..."
"Listen to me, you are going to make an awesome father. And you have a whole hockey team to support you, some of whom have kids of their own. "
"Yeah, we've all seen how you are with kids, they all love you. And you're kids are going to love you even more," Sidney chimes in,"Just imagine, coming home after a long trip on the road to be greeted by a little kid, who thinks you are the best guy in the world, no matter how badly you play."
"You're right. God, what have I done, I need to talk to Anya," he says getting up from the couch.
"Yeah, go do that. If you need anything we'll be here," Sid grins.
"Both of you?" Jordan grins mischievously causing me to turn a shade of red similar to the shade of Sid's face. "Oh, and Caitlin, that's a nice shirt you're wearing," he grins again motioning to my sports bra and lack of shirt.
He heads to the door and opens it to step out.
"Oh, and Jordan!" I call after him.
"Yeah," he asks turning around.
"Congratulations!" I smile.
"Thanks. For everything," he grins.
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